i am so afraid that my time is running out and i will never find my soul mate. everyone around me is paired and either married or engaged and i have yet to have an actual SERIOUS relationship. it hurts

i am so afraid that my time is running out and i will never find my soul mate. everyone around me is paired and either married or engaged and i have yet to have an actual SERIOUS relationship. it hurts

i amet to haveing sex with a girls
i LOVE to mastrabate
-unknown
I don't know what I want to be when I grow up
...but I'm already grown up...

--Stranger Than Fiction


i confess that my best friend and i are having a party when here parents go away. And we are going to get hammered
I confess... that I have nothing to confess. Terribly sorry. I'll go outside and sin a while before coming back in here...
I confess I'm a better writer than I allow myself to be.

-- The letter D


I also confess that I am 14 and haven't had my period yet.
I have never been very religious.

I feel like I've gotten a burden off my chest. Even if no one hears me, it was worth it.


I stole a little pack of Werther's originals during a blackout.
My mother had me when she was 23. I used to be a genius, but now I'm not.
I get B's and C's, and I don't try my hardest in school.
My mom wants me to become someone truly great, but I don't want to be great.
I am a pushover.
I have never truly had further ambitions than the ambition to be a food critic when I grow up.
I cry a lot myself, but I'm not supposed to.
I once made my father cry.
I have listened to bootlegged music.
It is 1:40 in the morning, and I am still awake.
I talk to strangers.
I go on the computer when I am not supposed to.
I let problems build up inside me instead of letting them out, which is what I'm doing now.
I sometimes stay awake at night crying because I fear death.
I have loved someone who has never loved me back.
I've cheated on homework.
I've taken things from family members, but mostly because they never realized the worth of what I took until they lost it.
I've shoplifted $1.20 worth of bulk candy over the course of 8 years.
I'm 52 and still suck my thumb. As it turns out, lots of people do...but they haven't confessed yet! :)
sa
I confess that I love my best friend
i confess i'm going to get married in june
i confess i know i have a special power.
i confess i know i have a special power.
i confess i'm going to get married in june
i confess i'm going to get married in june
i confess that i have explosive diareahh
I confess that I would like to make love with two men at once.
I confess... I have no direction, I am vain, I am in love with my bestfriends brother, I still dwell on my first love and even though I hate him with passion there.. I can recall my best moments with him, that even though he was wrong he taught me all I need to know, that my parents are lesbains, that I wished one was dead.. all the time, that really I am unsure, and I don't apear to be who I really am inside, I am much lighter on the outside, but inside I think I am dark, and sometimes so cold to people in thought I frighten myself, all I think I really want out of life is someone who holds me at night. I think I sell myself out sometimes. I think I am spoiled. I think it is my fault my mom is a crack mom. I think it is my falut my first love left me the way he did. I sometimes think maybe it was rape? because of the way it happened, but then I think back , that it wasn't. I confess hae no direction now
I confess... I have no direction, I am vain, I am in love with my bestfriends brother, I still dwell on my first love and even though I hate him with passion there.. I can recall my best moments with him, that even though he was wrong he taught me all I need to know, that my parents are lesbains, that I wished one was dead.. all the time, that really I am unsure, and I don't apear to be who I really am inside, I am much lighter on the outside, but inside I think I am dark, and sometimes so cold to people in thought I frighten myself, all I think I really want out of life is someone who holds me at night. I think I sell myself out sometimes. I think I am spoiled. I think it is my fault my mom is a crack mom. I think it is my falut my first love left me the way he did. I sometimes think maybe it was rape? because of the way it happened, but then I think back , that it wasn't. I confess hae no direction now
Hola

Well said.
Grandchild, do not worry, her death will eventualy come, and at that time you may feel guilt that far outweighs anything you might gain from her financialy. But all those things will pass and greed is a normal emotion of being human.

I'm not saying that it is ok to want her dead for your own gains, but rather that you are not the only one and you will someday regret those thoughts, perhaps when you realize that with motivation, you could have earned much more without the loss of your grandmother.

For now, instead, enjoy being with her, enjoy being cherrished as her favorite and justify her opinion of you by returning love and respect.

Money isn't everything.


i confess i aam a marijuana grower and smoke 5 grams a day and i'm not even legal drinking age yet.
-shadow
What mastery of the english language! Ho hum.
fuk u
I confess I had thoughts about killing my Grandma because I need money and I would inherit all of hers because I'm her favourite Grandchild (i really can't understand why)...
I confess that I have used many drugs in my past, and feal that I have gained nothing but dead brain cells. I am still an addict and will always remain so. It's amazing how things that happen, and you do while you are young follow you so long into your life... hinde-site followed with regret and pain embelish up my memories. Not because of taking the drugs, but because I had hurt so many people that I love. I changed in my heart, body, and soul.

Sorry, don't wana turn this into an NA meeting.
~theFly

PS Don't fead that guy any more cabage


I just farted. Again.
tisk tisk no judging...you'll scare everyone from the confessional booth!
To the person who cheated on their boyfriend of 6 years...

Isn't that a bit hypocritical? You cheat on your boyfriend and say that YOU can't trust any man!!!


yes i needed that

To AWESOME: Thanks, I needed that. I'm just waiting for the right opportunity.
I confess I cheated on my boyfriend of 6 years the whole time off and on. I broke up with him to be with this other guy that I am cheatin on. I liked them both but I just cant trust any man.
To the woman who loves her hubby but he doesn't satisfy her sexually, and wants to be with a woman..I am in the same boat...except I have been with a woman and it is AWESOME. :)

I confess that while I love my husband he has never satisfied me sexually and I am having an affair with another man. I also confess that I would like to try making love to a woman.
I confess that I love a man 13 years younger than myself.
Actually, I lied. What I really fantasize about is locking Dr. Laura and Ayn Rand in a room together.
I have sexual fantasies about Dr. Laura Schlessinger.
tonight...while high I made-out with my bestfriends room-mate...here @vista way...we where like brother and sister...dead good friends...and it almost went too far...(the newly deflowered

i confess that i am attracted to a person who is much older than me (nearly twice my age)
Thank you...it was and I know...well now I do and I do not regret the loss nor do I regret having waited.
It was all in it's time.
I hope that you have experienced the full pleasures of 23 years saved within you.
What passion it must have been.
But, remember that your knowledge of pleasure has just begun!
Good for you! (i think...)
was it an enjoyable experience?
Hello again everyone...remember me?the 23 year old virgin...well not anymore...and no, it was not my birthday recently...I lost my virginity ;^)
I sucked my thumb well into my teens too. I really don't think I have any particular oral fixation. It was just comforting.
Beans, beans; they're good for your heart.
The more you eat the more you ...are smart?

No, wait... that doesn't sound quite right...


I pick my nose and eat it, even while my boyfriend's watching. We also like to eat lots of beans and try to outdo one another with our hefty flatulence. Farting is lots of fun when you don't have to be ashamed of it.
I think that says that you had (maybe still have?) some sort of oral fixation...

Why do YOU think you sucked your thumb?


I confess that I sucked my thumb until I was 16-18. Does that say something about me?
I'm a heroin addict. when I woke up yesterday I had six months of sobriety. when I woke up this morning, I had none.
i confess i do not have anything figured out.
i'm an illusion of an illusion.
-nico blue
I confess that no one would kiss me until I was 16. (I also confess that it was the gross-est thing I can remember-- all wet and slobbery and quite disapointing for a first kiss.)

22 year old virgin: What's wrong with being virgin, anyways? Do you feel somehow inferior? I know that's how I felt when all my friends were talking about their favorite sexual positions and I didn't even have a boyfriend (or girlfriend: I'm not too choose-y).
When I finaly got a boyfriend and I had sex for the first time, I caught myself laughing (he laughed, too). I said, "What was the big deal? I mean, this is nice and everything, but SO WHAT?" Of course, I'm not your average girl.

The ideal of virginity in females and lack of virginity in males is just left-over beliefs from the Victorians. Back then, a woman would ENCOURAGE her husband to solicit prostitution so he would not "taint" her with his sexual desires. I believe that is where men are more hornier than women comes from. If you think that is a valid concept, you should hear the rest like, nothing is sexier to a man that curling up to a nice hairy armpit whilst laying down to bed.

All I'm trying to say is, it's not that important to have sex. Find something better to occupy your time until you get laid. Go scuba diving or bake cupcakes or mastrabate: whatever it takes, baby. And good luck, soldier.

Love,
thalia


so how come everyone's confessions are sexual?
do we have a SEX = GUILT type equation here, or
a NO SEX = GUILT thang goin' on [not goin' on]
- Victoria
[I confess that I am a 22 year old virgin.
so there] - hah! 24 in two days. triumphant.
I confess to be to much of a coward to express my feelings for a close friend yet being "ballzy" enough for secret encouters with another friend who happens to have a girl friend...who is also my friend...life is so sooo messed up
I confess.
I do not want to become a zen person. I do not want to 'really' experience my anger. I do not want to fullfil the obligations I have. (I confess I am human)
--The Anti-Buddha
Are you confessing that you have sexual urges towards someone?
screw you!
thirty ba-zillion hail marys for everyone!!!!
I confess... I confess... I confess...
I forgot.
To the writer of that last message:

Fear can keep many from the joys they seek... The more you can accept your desires, and enough so that you can be open about them, the sooner you will get to enjoy them...

CZ
I must admit that I am very much into bondage, but I'm afraid to tell anyone.
Thank you Chaos Zen I do enjoy physical contact, just no follow through to a higher sexual context but your words of wisdom bring calm and expectation
Sigh, speaking of carnal knowledge, I confess to cheating on my boyfriend for the first time. Well, I'm very far away, and I won't be back for a long time, I was rather lonely...rationalize with me here....
(Commend)

I appologize for my mispelling, I hope the message itself was clear.


Love and Unity to all,
Chaos Zen

There are other pleasures than the physical intamacy of sex, but they are different.
You may take pleasure in denying such pleasures, or feel a religious importance of avoiding more extreem pleasures, I do not judge you for such. I comment your resistance to the tempation of such, but it is not called "Carnal Knowledge" without good reason. It is something that you cannot know of unless it is experienced. But what could turn it into the greatest of all pleasures, possibly a true and total ecstasy, to to study well, all you can of fully experiencing such pleasures in many more levels, not just sex and the stimulated nerves, but emotionaly, positively and even spiritualy. Please, as the greatest favor ever unto thyself, do so as well studied as you possibly can, and before ever changing your mind about celabacy. Make it TRULY special, use EVERY nerve and experience it fully! Practice stimulating nerves by simple little things, the touching of hands, rubing of shoulders, whatever you can imagine, sensitize all of your nerves, then when you are ready for sex, use what you have learned to feal it more completely...


CZ

i confess that i don't like ALL of my boyfriend's artwork, even though i tell him i do.
I confess that I'm afraid that I may be falling out-of-love with the person I love the most (sounds like a contradiction, huh?) and it scares the hell out of me, because I don't want to not-love him...
i confess that i'm not as great as people think... i confess that i wish they wouldn't think that I look down upon them... and that i don't really want to be nice anymore...
I confess that I'm not as confident as everyone thinks I am...but they just haven't noticed yet.
Exactly, I know Iīve remained virgin and the reasons are interpreted in many ways but above all I do not regret my choice. I have never belived to be deprived of an element of my self or having enjoyed life any less.
I confess my maturity is either astounding or lacking. I am 18 and chose to remain a virgin for now. I do not know if it is because I am very scared, or just extremely smart. Either way, I must say there are other ways to gain pleasure.
Agreed, I know the pleasures well!
It is always uncomfortable the first time, but all after that are well worth it, it is a pleasure that can never be acurately described to any who have not tried it at least twice.
I'm glad I never stopped after the first experience even though it was uncomfortable, all other instances since have been wonderful! If I knew how pleasurable it is, like I do now, and missed out on all those oportunities then I think I would shoot myself in the head for missing so much pleasure that isn't like any other pleasure.

MZED


How can 17 be too soon, suxual "hang-ups"? Did a bad experience ruin a great deal of pleasure for you, so you do not want to explore further? I take it you are the type who refuses to experience relationships, if you break up the first time?
PCJSJK@HOTMAIL.COM)My name is Sarah. 1.) I confess that I lost my virginity too soon(17);( though learned from my mistake and waiting till my future husband comes along)2.) what's wrong with U2? i confess i liked spice girls at one time(past tense!)
I confess that this entire ouija sites stuff kept me online till 3:30 am! maybe I'm addicted ti this . Also confess that I'm addicted to cigarettes/sleep/parties, fond of cocaine; but rarely available anymore...
PCJSJK@HOTMAIL.COM)My name is Sarah. 1.) I confess that I lost my virginity too soon(17);( though learned from my mistake and waiting till my future husband comes along)2.) what's wrong with U2? i confess i liked spice girls at one time(past tense!)
I confess that this entire quija sites stuff kept me online till 3:30 am! maybe I'm addicted ti this . Also confess that I'm addicted to cigarettes/sleep/parties, fond of cocaine; but rarely available anymore...
My name is Sarah. 1.) I confess that I lost my virginity too soon(17);( though learned from my mistake and waiting till my future husband comes along)2.) what's wrong with U2? i confess i liked spice girls at one time(past tense!)
I confess that this entire quija sites stuff kept me online till 3:30 am! maybe I'm addicted ti this . Also confess that I'm addicted to cigarettes/sleep/parties, fond of cocaine; but rarely available anymore...
Instinct is the language of the inner self, a part connected with and by the heart and your soul. Always listen to instinct before reason, it can almost always be more true.
There is nothing more true than the heart, not love of another, but love of yourself first.

Chaos Zen


Thatīs one way of seeing it...and I like the sound of it...I donīt know but Iīll keep you posted on my progress.
Itīs not easy to change an outlook on intimacy held for so long and I confess I have used it as a crutch to avoid giving in to instinct...
Love and lust, though combined for intimacy, can also be served seperate. Lovemaking as termed as such, is the intimate connection of the two, passion. But that should not prevent one from experiencing pleasure for the sake of pleasure.
Stop thinking of sex itself as being a surrender to the person you experience it with, but rather a surrender to what feels good, surrender to yourself. Keep your reservations about what you would or would not like to do while having such experience, do it for yourself, not the one you are with. It does not have to be surrender to anything, only to cause yourself pleasure.
It doesn't have to be a big deal. You may even start the process by more frequently causing yourself pleasure, alone and in private. When you feel comfortable in doing such, then try adding a second person, as a tool of pleasure for yourself. Don't dwell on the emotional aspects between two people. Just be honest and fair by informing your partner that it is just meaningless sex, for the sake of pleasure and that no obligations or expectations should come from it.
Quite true yet my basis if not fear of regret but the belif that sex should be a total surrender of body and mind and therefor needs be accompanied by love...and that this has not yet represented itīs self to me
The fear of regret may be the sorce of unimaginable regret.
Just as a heart afriad of heartbreak misses many oportunities to love.
To avoid regret in sex, only look back to see what pleasures you have found, not what anybody thinks of such. If it feels good to you, then what else realy matters?
Belive me...curious I am. Yet what if no person has intrested me enough to think I would not regret them.
Oh and I too confess to be a U2 fan.
...maybe thatīs why I havenīt foun what Iīm looking for...
WHY?????
Ohh, but what pleasures you live without!
If you wait until after your sexual prime to begin, you may regret it endlessly!
I confess that I am a 22 year old virgin.
so there
I don't mean to sound insincere, but, "so?"
I am a god, I don't mind admitting such. I am a god of pleasure and discord, confussion, especialy in love and lust. I am a descendant of Pan. I love exerything, especialy everybody, confussion, disharmony, peace within torment, I am the hangover after the party as well as the pleasure durring.
I confess that i am an alien.
mattimeo_77@hotmail.com
Follow the simple pleasures as willed by your heart, and do so without guilt.

Chaos Zen


i used to play ALOT of dungeons and dragons...(so have alot of you,judging by the incoherant psuedo-mystic babble I've been reading in these here dens.)...yes i still have stuffed animals too..i feel guilty when i hold them only when i need something..(kinda like god)
Nothing wrong with that, I am male, and had stuffed animals until I was 12.
When you grow older, you will see that there has always been such pleasure in having something (or somebody) to hold close.

CZ


I am almost 13 and i still have over 24 stuffed animals and sleep with 2 terrycloth animals 4 inches long. 1 is a bunny and 1 is a penguin. (i'm not ashamed to say that. i could've said things alot worse you prably dont want to know)
I wish, at least then I'd have something to talk to.
Wait a second! That Golem is ME!!!
Love is the greatest device of suffering, no other creation could torture so deeply and with scars that shall never heal.

My love stored within a cracked challice
I thought it safe to be
but when I handed my love to my one,
so little was left for me.

565


I confess that I believe things that are not true. Unethical is not a word in my vocabulary. Confession is a sin. Lust is a holy matter. and love..simply does not exist.
i confess om always confused and frigtend.

i confess all things in life are not what they seem
I confessed my love to the one and only who I am ever to love again.
So again I chose to remain alone forever, for my feelings for her shall never change or waiver,
unconditionaly, and always.
Who hasn't?
I had sex with one of the fly girls from In Living Color
I confess I also had sex w/ Bill Clinton
I confess I also had sex w/ Bill Clinton
I confess I also had sex w/ Bill Clinton
I am a 28 year old male, father, and I like to watch "Sailor Moon", and "The Power Puff Girls".
I changed the grades on my report card when I was a kid.
Why?
I confess that I sleep with a 5 foot 8 inch cloth golem
I confess that I find them attractive. Also the newer group, Bewitched, I'd go out with any of them, but would prefer all of them.
I Confess... i think some spice girls songs are catchy! I'm ashamed but come on.. they are catchy!
That's OK, I stole his bike!
I CONFESS!-I SHOT JR! (and I framed Pee-Wee Herman.......dont ask HOW)
IT SEEMS THAT THE PERSONAGE(one of many apparantly)WHO IS STAGING THE GUESSING OF MY TERRIBLY MEANINGFUL POSTS GAME IS A RAVING EGO-MANIAC! AND CRAVES THIS SORT OF ANONYMOUS ATTENTION-FLATTER YOURSELF NOT BY THINKING OTHERS CARE SO MUCH TO PARTICIPATE IN YOUR PUERILE GAMES--FAH!
friend of learning

At least I'm not the only one who does that. But the power of word seems to accomplish so much more and is an artform in itself
I confess to being the ocassional person operator
without ever have had opened my mouth.
Thanx go out to Yoda?

I just heard them on the radio yesterday, latest update is that they still haven't found what they are looking for.
If they told us what it was, maybe they could get some help finding it. Good luck in finding what you're looking for U2!

Ouch, somebody confesses to like U2??

Have they ever found what they are looking for yet?


nobody else here baby no one here to blame
no one to point the finger... it's just you and me and the rain
nobody made you do it, no one put words in your mouth
nobody here takingorders when lovetook a train heading south
it's the blind leading the blond
it's the stuff of country songs

hey if god will send his angels
and if god will send a sign
and if god will send his angels
would everything be alright?


U2 forever :-)
People who know me in real life should not participate, it would make things too easy.
ADDITION TO MY LAST POST:

Points will not be awarded to the same person for more than one guess in any Den untill somebody else is awarded a point or penalty in that same Den.


I confess that I treat life like a game, and perhaps all that I do. I have several faceted personas in these dens and a tally of those who guess which messages are mine, and which personas they belong to. Here's how I award points:

1 point for guessing an unsigned post.
2 points for guessing .
3 points to the first person I see mention that one of the personas are the same person as another.
3 points for finding a Den which I do not use.
4 points for determining any hidden meanings (including intentional spelling or gramatical errors and their possible meaning or interpretation).
5 points for discovering and pointing out any undisputed errors in awarded points.
Incorrect answers or guesses are penalized at one half of the awarded points for a correct answer, rounded up to the nearest whole number, with the only exclusion being a discrepancy in awarded points.

When I say the first person to mention, it is based on the manner in which I read through the dens.

Care to play?


I confess when i was 6 i went to a attic to play dressup and got the wrong idea.. You can figure the rest out..
I confess that I am not alone, there are more of me. I think 3. Not mental disorder but enity created by the original me, but doing much better physicaly and finacialy. We all take 8 hour shifts, with a one hour nap and share 3 jobs. Likewise we are in school, three subjects and three schools.
I confess I want to give women a radish.
I confess I'm seeing double.
I want to ravage a woman that I should NOT!
For I am as well,fully satiated....

I want to ravage a woman that I should NOT!
For Im am as well,fully satiated....

i am a chocolate addict.
-oo3x

confess!!!